I had a weird dream today. In fact, I think it was close to a nightmare! I don't really remember much, but the general gist was that I killed somebody, and was sentenced to death for that. The sentencing was completed within a week, and I was to be executed a month later.

I couldn't believe it, and somehow, I was allowed to return home, until the day of my execution. So since I didn't believe that it was happening to me, I spent the rest of the month doing normal, everyday stuff.

It was only a day before that reality started sinking in, and I started thinking about all the things I have yet to do and how much I'll miss my friends. And then, I went to L and started crying.

Somehow, he didn't know that I was gonna be dead soon, and I couldn't tell him. So he was concerned when I started crying, and was comforting me with plans of tomorrow's date; of the future and stuff, which made me even sadder, because I didn't have a tomorrow left.

So in the dream, I was just praying for the day not to end.

Whilst praying and hoping, I kept thinking of how I couldn't bear to leave everybody and everything behind, how it would feel if everything just ended now, and I just cried and cried. :(

Then I woke up, and I thanked heavens that it was just a messed up dream! So in case it's an omen, password to my locked MSWord's your phone number.